MY FAVORITE THINGS

Has it been since I entered an elementary school? Or, much before since that I was interested in sex ? It was a beginning that I imitated comics behind cartains in my third or forth grade. The story of the comics, which I saw in a waiting room at the hospital, was that the monkeys were pleased to take women's clothes off.
For some reason, my family talked about "hobby" in those days. I think I did'nt know the meaning of "hobby" well and I asked my mother "What is hobby?". After she explained it"the things what you like". She asked me my hobby. I said,"the word starting from E (in Japanese character)" hesitatingly. She asked again, "Do you mean E-WO-KAKUKOTO (that means Drawing pictures in Japanese) ?". But I was nervous and I did not answer her easily. After a while, I replied to her, "ECCHI-NA-KOTO (that means Erotic things in Japanese)". My mother frowned and scolded me. I didn't think that she would scold me if I said so. This two things "Drawing pictures" and "Erotic things" were combined in me later. Before entering a junior high school, I was excited in drawing naked women with referring how to draw comics in a magazine.
I had drawned "Japanese-style paitings" by 1995. I stopped "Japanese-style painting" because I had lost interest in it. These painting consisted of nude or intertwined men and women. But I tried to create things which were interesting for me, which I wanted, and which I preffered keeping nearby. Like that I made toy robots, which I could not get in my childhood, out of clay. Like that I made and played baseball or maze games of marbles. Like that I drew naked women. Or, like that I made to imitate JOMON earthenware or animal heads' bones and displayed in my room.
I feel confortable not only imaging to touch erecting genitals or nipples
but also seeing their figures. I want to create these comfortable figures by myself. My brain is always filled of wild fancy ,which began from erotic comics I read in my schoolboy, maultiplies sensual imaginations, women and sex.
My works named "I love boobs" consists of followings : about 30 oil paintings of "Boobs", sculptures of "Boobs" which were engraved laced designs, "Boobs suit" (wear it, and everyone can have big breats), and "hugging boobs doll" (everyone can hold this stuffed toy).
I want to make effort to create these works as it in.
They decorate my room


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